The Sacred Breath..The Breathwork Circle..

Which Wolf Wins ??

                             

My busy everyday work schedule..In the midst of all the storm I try to find my centre..I manage to shut myself up for an hour during lunch time for my Kriya practice.I guess I am lucky..My people don’t disturb me..They know what I am upto..so except for some occasional urgent outstation calls I am mostly able to sail through 

Yesterday.. I am about to wind up my Kriya..A beautiful white apparition..A dog..Was it a wolf ?..Not clear.. Friendly but vigilant ..Pure white..He simply walks in through a door of my inner vision..looks around..our eyes meet..he gazes for sometime., and then he is gone..Thought it wagged its tail as well..Loved him..Wish he could have stayed longer with me..

As I think about his white sublime presence now..I’m reminded of this beautiful Native American story..

“One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 "wolves" inside us all.

One is Black.. Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is White..Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Makes me wonder..what am I feeding my Mind and Heart with ? Is it Black or is it White..But nothing is really that Black and White in life..Isn’t it ? 

Am I happy..joyful..peaceful..loving..generous all the time ? Not really..I have my fair hits of highs and lows every day..Sadness..anger..regret..negativity.. they keep creeping in and out..off and on..

The trick is in recognizing and accepting the Black Wolf when it comes..and letting it slowly pass by..finding out ways to let it go gently....welcoming the White Wolf..when it does surface and nurturing it through any means that we possibly can..Yoga..Meditation..Exercise..Hobbies..Friends..Pursuits..
Passions..anything that fills life with joy,peace,positivity and direction....

Being at Home wherever I am..Experiencing the inner joy deep within me...Going outside..Looking at the stars..the rocks..the trees..birds and flowers..spilling that inner joy into song & laughter ..even tears of gratitude..becoming more and more available to opportunities that are to celebrate in life..Dancing in the storm 

A little wisdom..A little foolishness..

Being..Allowing..Receiving..Celebrating..

Thank you White Wolf for the gentle reminder....

Love and Gratitude 

The Wisdom of Kali

As I meditate on my Mooladhara Chakra.. the Root Chakra..gently breathing into the base of my spine.. the vision of Kali’s face suddenly looms up..Red tongue..big eyes.. but it is Kali with a difference…no violence..no intoxication..no anger..the face is peaceful ..the eyes are serene..they look at me..they radiate compassion and peace.. the eyes of a mother..the Kundalini Mother..

My first vision of Kali..in her benign form..I wonder what she brings..What wisdom does she awaken..I ponder and I search..

“..In Tantra the goddess or female force Shakti is worshipped. Shakti is the power of the Kundalini energy dormant in the Muladhara chakra.

When Kundalini awakens, we start to experience all the many aspects of the goddess as we go through a spiritual rebirth. These aspects are represented by the ten mahavidyas (ten wisdom goddesses). As we experience each of the manifestations of the wisdom goddess, we receive the lessons associated with that goddess as we approach self-realisation. One of the aspects to be experienced is the goddess Kali.

Kali in Sanskrit means time. In time everything changes, grows and develops and goes beyond time itself. Time is a conscious energy and could be described as a womb giving it a female connotation. We look back in time and see how we have changed and how we have no control on the birth, decay and death cycle, and we look forward which is inevitable. Time is precious, yet we lose it and we become attached causing suffering and grasping…Kali teaches us to give up our attachment and help us develop mastery over time.

Time is both creation and destruction. In order to create, we must destroy in order to make space for the new, which means we must first let go of the old, releasing our attachment to material nature and go beyond earthly bondage. In order to be delivered beyond our suffering we must relinquish ego and surrender it to Kali.

                                      

 Kali is the goddess of destruction and she destroys everything in her path except Shiva himself. Through our own life force (life force being prana, prana is delivered throughout the body in the blood) we experience time, and Kali is also represented as Prana, the divine mother of our life who gives us the vital energy and power for our bodily system. As such, Kali is associated with blood and is often depicted drinking the blood of all beings representing life digesting and renewing itself. Time is responsible for our death and decay, and that which has no real substance, meaning that Kali is also death in that she is the doorway to the eternal.

By meditating on Kali, you are meditating on the rhythms of life; death to life, life to death and beyond. Worries, anxieties, separateness and attachments will die daily if you meditate on Kali.
Kali also relates to the air element, Vayu as she is mobile, subtle and transformative. She is the lightening that transforms quickly, unpredictably and radically. Her perception of truth is like lightening, dissolving illusion. In our body, air exists as prana hence her pranic association..."

Love and Light..

The Rebirthing..

                                                           
14th August..another of my lucid dreams..

I am about to birth..Its the grand finale…of some kind of a waiting period..Something spectacular is about to be born !!!

There are two persons with me..Should be doctors but they don’t look like doctors exactly  They seem to be on top of the world..They look at each other..Its coming !!! Something that they have been waiting for..Then they leave to fetch something..

I am a mixture of awe,excitement and nervousness..
What is coming ??? I am perplexed myself..But otherwise I look quite all right..

And then people start streaming in..one or two I recognize but most of them are strangers..They look happy..perhaps surprised as well..they come to see me..The news is spreading and they keep coming..its like my entire soul family is descending !! I hug one or two of them..I say sorry to one of them..perhaps for something from the past..

And the moment draws near..and so does the awe and emotion..

At that point I am awake..Wondering what was I giving birth to..What creative processes of Emergence had I tapped into..

A New aspect of myself??
Intelligence or creativity I didn't realize I could summon up??
Fruition of a project or idea??
Manifestation of an opportunity??
Letting go of the past ??
A New beginning or experience ??
Clearing and Completing ??
Transforming and Transmuting ??

Whatever it was.. ..I know NOW is the time..The fruit is ripe..It is simply the right time ..I know I need to relax right where I am..and allow all of it to happen..in my work..in my relationships..in everyday life experiences..I must remain connected to my inner inspiration and creativity.. my truth..my emotions and my intuitive wisdom..happy..whole and complete..and allow all of it to simply flow through me..

Allowing..simply allowing..and remembering all the while that..

ALL IS WELL..ALL IS WELL..ALL IS WELL..:) :)

Love and Light :)

The Eye of God watches..

As I continue my inner work with my Throat Chakra..my dreams become more and more lucid..as I drift off to sleep meditating on my throat..the Vishuddhi chakra.. my dreams become my guides..the bridge between the physical and the astral..the conscious and the superconscious..The Vishuddhi Chakra is the seat of the astral body..in dream states the astral body leaves the physical body from the Vishuddhi..

A few days back..my dream showed me the most beautiful stellar sight that I could ever imagine..The night sky..A most beautiful blob of blue surrounded by a ring of white and orange..In the centre of the blue is a white sparkling star..And it pulsates and radiates streaks of the most wonderful energies in all directions..It looks like a huge eye..very very spectacular..mind blowing..

The image then recedes and it is replaced by a huge blue celestial body.. It is glowing with a shade of Sapphire Blue and this color was all around it like a blazing aura..Our very own Gaia..in her most resplendent glory..Somewhere behind the huge ball of Earth I can still see the Eye receding..They juxtaposition for a few moments and then it is the Earth all over..I can see the continents..India comes into my vision quickly..Covered with a haze..clouds perhaps..the continents roll by and then the seas..my vision takes me under the depths of the Antarctic Ocean..underwater vision..I am stunned at the magnificence of it all..Gaia’s abundance..her glory..and the unity..the oneness of it all.. 

                                                   

Later I search on the net..and discover that the Eye which I saw is Hubble’s view of the Helix Nebula..I had never heard of it earlier.. Wikipedia describes the Helix Nebula "as a large planetary nebula located in the constellation Aquarius. This nebula is one of the closest to the Earth of all the bright planetary nebulae. The estimated distance is about 700 light-years. The Helix has often been referred to as the "Eye of God" since about 2003."

One channelled message says about the the Eye.. "Enjoy this cosmic representation of the Omnipresent being who many call God. But notice that the eye watches you with kindness, warmth and love, not with coldness, cruelty or judgement. Fear not the scrutiny of God, but rejoice in the perpetual presence!"

Another source says “The outer orange ring of the Eye represents the energy of the astral world. The large blue center represents the causal world, also known as Christ Consciousness, or Kutastha Chaitanya (the Sanskrit word kutastha means “that which remains unchanged”; chaitanya means “consciousness.”) The white star represents the Infinite Cosmic God Consciousnes . The goal of meditation is to enter the white star and commune in bliss with the Infinite.."

Well..Helix Nebula is the remnant of a supernova that exploded aeons ago..This star exploded in a self-less act of love so that, from it, more stars and planets and life could form...The fact we can see this from Earth means that some atoms from the explosion are probably in every single one of us… We are sentient star dust…

And Mother Earth.. I wasn't sure if this is what she looks like right now, or if it was being shown to me as what is coming, but I am very grateful I was shown at all -SO BEAUTIFUL!!! This may have been given to me since I've been thinking so much about the Universe,our sun, the big Galactic sun,,Ascension,and most of all the Aquarian Golden age of Gaia..

And the most magnificent blues..Colour of the Throat Chakra as well..Blue is the energy of pacification, self protection, tenderness, and of loyalty.. It represents contentment and reunion with the Earth..Blue is healing..cooling, calming..it takes away pain..for me it has..and has also reinforced my spirit to expand myself to connect to my life purpose.

Love Light and Gratitude 

The Truth of the Vayuputra...

For the past few days I have been intuitively guided to work on my throat chakra..the Vishuddhi..Chanting..Kundalini Yoga Kriyas..Reiki..Meditation..Integrating all  

The Throat is the seat of one's personal Truth..inner will.. expression..this is where the process of manifestation begins..this is where all seed of inspiration exists..

As my inner work continues..to my utter surprise I find myself connecting to the energies of Hanuman..our mythical Superman.. the perfect man.. the gnana guna sagara ..the Vayuputra..our very own flying man (va+nara)…
                                           

I am not exactly a devotee and his appearance surprises me..Last time when he appeared he came flying..golden..from the sun..wielding his Gada and a Parashu..he approached..he greeted..booming in Sanskrit..Prana Pratishtha is what he talks about..this third eye experience left me absolutely awestruck..

This time as I meditate on my throat.. he is blue..the colour of my throat chakra..a blue face appearing amidst white clouds and a calm blue sky...My dreams turning more lucid then ever before..the Vishuddhi further takes me on to the realm of the mysterious and miraculous..a lady in my dreams is encouraging me to sing..I try to shirk..but she is encouraging..she tells me she has something perfect for me..and there it now plays in the background..the Hanuman Chalisa..Jai Kapis Tihu Lok Ujagar..I hear it clearly..Overwhelming..

I look into the symbolism of Hanuman..he stands for pure devotion, complete surrender and absence of ego or the lower self. He represents the lower or animal (neanderthal) nature in man, which when refined and transformed assumes miraculous powers and performs stupendous feats like Hanuman helping the lower self (Sita) and the Soul (Rama) to come together and become united and allows a firm foundation for the kingdom of God (Ramarajya) to become established in the body...
                             

Hanuman is thus symbolically the mind principle ever absorbed in the contemplation of God and totally surrendered to Him...

As "Hanuman", he is the one without any doubt (anuman) as to the existence of Rama (God). As Anjaniputra, he is the one who comes accidentally into this world, but by his efforts ascends to the greater heights of spiritual evolution...

As Vayuputra he is the breath body in us and can help the lower self (Sita) that is lost to ignorance to reunite with its true companion, the inner soul (Rama). As Veeranjaneya, he is the source of courage and confidence for many a timid heart.As Bajarangbali, he is strong in both devotion and physical strength…

And In the meantime I receive a gift of a cute little Hanuman idol from my sister..Wondering why of all deities she chose Hanuman for me  

The Mystery Lights..We are not alone :) :)

My Personal Disclosure Story...

My Home..in Hyderabad...

The Lake..From my window and balcony..

                         

And a view by night..

                     

 December 2012

Around midnight..In the dark skyline high above the lake..Stars are twinkling..the sky is clear..Just over with my meditation..Preparing to sleep..I happen to look up from my window..Up in the horizon and much below the stars..there they appear..

The Mystery Lights..Lights..flashing..pulsating..throbbing..blinking at an amazing speed..The rapid blinking makes it difficult to catch the shape..I look hard through the small glaring lights..And there it is..shaped like a disc..And the disc is more or less stationary..Looking at it long enough I realize that it is inching slowly..I check once again..By 4 a.m it has moved from one end of the lake to the other..

The next night..the phenomena repeats..and many nights thereafter..Almost till the end of the month..Sometimes there is one disc and sometimes two..and the blinking..pulsating mystery lights continue..I can view them from my bedroom window..I go to sleep watching them..sometimes wake up at different times of the night to see their progress..invariably by dawn every day they are gone..

Unfortunately I had no binoculars and no sophisticated night vision technology to capture a footage..and they were so far off to be captured by an ordinary digital camera..Here is a Google image which stands closest to what I actually saw..although the image below has much more clarity then what I viewed with my naked eye..

                            

Intriguing and awe inspiring..Viewing these lights was a strange euphoric feeling..it was like watching a higher dimensional reality with the physical eye..very uplifting..very very meditative..that is when I decided to connect to it with my mind..telepathically so as to say :) 

I sat on my window..my one pointed gaze on the lights.. till my eyes watered..then closed my tired eyes and looked into my third eye..all was light..brilliant light...bright white light...very high frequency vibrations emanating from the disc were reaching me..pulsating and throbbing..and my body started to shiver..uncontrollable involuntary tremors and quivers were rocking my body..it went on for sometime..and then it gave way to a flood of tears..I surrendered to the flow..and then the peace..a complete sense of calm and bliss..I don't remember when I dozed off to sleep in that state...

Then one night the lights disappeared..I waited every night..but they were not to return..On 29th December a small news report from the local newspaper caught my eye..I don't know how many of us paid heed to it..but I definitely did..

http://www.deccanchronicle.com/121229/news-current-affairs/article/prez-pilot-sees-%E2%80%98flying-object%E2%80%99-security-upped

The Mystery Lights..

What did they have to bring ??

Messages from our Galactic Family ??

Signals from our Star Brothers & Sisters ??

Highly Evolved Spiritual Beings..

Reaching out to us in Love and Peace..

Watching over us patiently..

Revealing their presence gently..

Inviting us over to the Galactic stage..

 I know..We know..

Our Galactic family is here..

Do you ???

http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature=player_embedded&v=ulWK-Ni-xiw

Love and light..