Soul Talk

I know this life is short..but the journey of this embodied soul is long..very very long....

I  once existed as part of the unmanifest..the Para Brahma..like salt exists in the ocean..until..I chose to separate..separate from..the Sukshma-iti-Sukshma, the subtlest of the subtle-the Divine Consciousness...And thus began the cycle of my Karma, birth and death-my perpetual wandering into the Samsara-the Wheel of Existence.

Each lifetime..accumulating Karma..desires..Vaasnas..cravings of the self grasping mind...Having lived through all experiences... discarding my body...going home..my real home.. There making a detailed life review..healing..resting...meeting my loved ones..making pre-birth choices..working out soul contracts.. whom to meet..what roles to play..who will play enemy and who will play friend..what lessons to learn..what karma to work out..Designing and choosing the entire blueprint of my next life..with complete wisdom.. awareness and clairvoyance..my planning flawless and perfect..the Masters guide me on...Bliss and love abounds...

Then the time comes.. I am pulled back..to the womb I have chosen..our vibrations match...I'm blissful inside..Floating.. Still connected to the energies of my real home..I go in and out..I'm clairvoyant still..perceiving everything..

And then the trauma begins.. My body is pushed out..my cord cut..gasping and crying...This is the beginning...I start anew...My memories all gone..hidden as Sanskars in some corner of my aura..My wisdom..my awareness..the bliss..the  higher vibrations ...no longer available..The lessons begin..Hard work.. Struggle..Destiny steps in.. My Prarabdha ripens..Soul connections surface..Synchronistic encounters happen..The drama unfolds..

Some Karma paid off..much more accumulated..The Chitta is not awakened..Shadowed by Manas..it blurs my vision..gives logic to the mind... fetters it with Vrittis..Past life Sanskars pop up..My body battles diseases, negativities, pain and trauma...in ignorance.. darkness...and limitations...

The endless journey goes on life after life..Do I see hope ahead ? Yes,I do..My own light shines..I am the eternal witness..I am the observer..I am pure consciousness...The body only experiences..the mind only thinks..As long as both are connected to me..We break all Sanskars..We assimilate all lessons as we go along..We evolve..We transform..We dissolve all old Karma..We do not build up new Aagamya..We finish our lessons in the earth school with ease..The real journey is the journey inside me...Follow me and you will be going home...To the unmanifest..To the Source from whom you once separated...