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Reverence for Women in the Tantras..

Seated on the peak of Mount Kailasa, the God of Gods, the Guru of all Creation, was questioned by Durga-Of-The-Smiling-Face, Naganandini.

Sixty-four Tantras have been created, O Lord. Tell me, Ocean of Compassion, about the foremost of these.

Mahadeva said —Listen, Dearest Parvati, to this very secret one. You have wanted to hear this 10,000,000 times. O Beautious One, it is because of your feminine nature that you continually ask me.

Listen closely, Naganandini! Hari, Hara and Brahma—the Gods of Creation, Maintenance and Destruction—all originate in the Yoni.

 I am Mrityunjaya, beloved of you O Devi. O Surasundari, I always worship Durga in my heart lotus. This liberates the mind from distinctions such as Divya and Vira. O Lady Goddess, worshipping in this way Liberation is placed within a person's grasp... 

The Kaulas regarded women Gurus very highly, and there are many examples of Yoginis or female Tantriks. 

In the Yoni Tantra, Chapter 7 we find:

Women are jewels, women are life, women are, truly, jewels.

This sentence is echoed in many other Tantras such as Shakti Samgama Tantra, Devirahasya and elsewhere. A woman is the Goddess:

One should worship carefully a woman or a maiden, as she is Shakti, sheltered by the Kulas. One should never speak harshly to maidens or women. 

(KIN Ch.23)

In Kaula every woman is thought of as a manifestation of the Goddess. No man may raise his hand, strike or threaten a woman.  She has equal rights with men on all levels. 

('Occult World of a Tantrik Gum', Dadaji in Values Vol.IX)

In both Kulachudamani Tantra (Azoth Magazine nos. 20-24) and the Brihad Nila Tantra the Kaula is instructed to recite a mantra inwardly whenever he sees a woman.

Women are heaven; women are Dharma; and women are the highest penance. 

Women are Buddha; women are the Sangha; and women are the perfection of Wisdom. 

('Chandamaharoshana' Ch.8 v. 30)

The Spiritual Marriage..

In 1872 Sarada Devi paid her first visit to her husband at Dakshineswar. Four years earlier she had seen him at Kamarpukur and had tasted the bliss of his divine company. Since then she had become even more gentle, tender, introspective, serious, and unselfish. She had heard many rumours about her husband's insanity. People had shown her pity in her misfortune. The more she thought, the more she felt that her duty was to be with him, giving him, in whatever measure she could, a wife's devoted service.

She was now eighteen years old. Accompanied by her father, she arrived at Dakshineswar, having come on foot the distance of eighty miles. She had had an attack of fever on the way. When she arrived at the temple garden the Master said sorrowfully: "Ah! You have come too late. My Mathur is no longer here to look after you." Mathur had passed away the previous year.

The Master took up the duty of instructing his young wife, and this included everything from housekeeping to the Knowledge of Brahman. He taught her how to trim a lamp, how to behave toward people according to their differing temperaments, and how to conduct herself before visitors. He instructed her in the mysteries of spiritual life — prayer, meditation, japa, deep contemplation, and samadhi. The first lesson that Sarada Devi received was: "God is everybody's Beloved, just as the moon is dear to every child. Everyone has the same right to pray to Him. Out of His grace He reveals Himself to all who call upon Him. You too will see Him if you but pray to Him."

Totapuri, coming to know of the Master's marriage, had once remarked: "What does it matter? He alone is firmly established in the Knowledge of Brahman who can adhere to his spirit of discrimination and renunciation even while living with his wife. He alone has attained the supreme illumination who can look on man and woman alike as Brahman. A man with the idea of sex may be a good aspirant, but he is still far from the goal."

Sri Ramakrishna and his wife lived together at Dakshineswar, but their minds always soared above the worldly plane. A few months after Sarada Devi's arrival Sri Ramakrishna arranged, on an auspicious day, a special worship of Kali, the Divine Mother. Instead of an image of the Deity, he placed on the seat the living image, Sarada Devi herself. The worshipper and the worshipped went into deep samadhi and in the transcendental plane their souls were united. After several hours Sri Ramakrishna came down again to the relative plane, sang a hymn to the Great Goddess, and surrendered, at the feet of the living image, himself, his rosary, and the fruit of his life-long sadhana. This is known in Tantra as the Shorasi Puja, the "Adoration of Woman".

Sri Ramakrishna realized the significance of the great statement of the Upanishad: "O Lord, Thou art the woman. Thou art the man; Thou art the boy. Thou art the girl; Thou art the old, tottering on their crutches. Thou pervadest the universe in its multiple forms."

By his marriage Sri Ramakrishna admitted the great value of marriage in man's spiritual evolution, and by adhering to his monastic vows he demonstrated the imperative necessity of self-control, purity, and continence, in the realization of God. By bis unique spiritual relationship with his wife he proved that husband and wife can live together as spiritual companions. Thus his life is a synthesis of the ways of life of the householder and the monk.

The Tipping Point..

The Tipping Point..

Why am I living on the Edge ?
Why am I ticking like a time bomb?
What major transformational event am I foreseeing ?
What exactly is this Tipping Point ?
And why it is taking so long to tip over?

These are are some of the questions I posed to Judy Satori a renowned Healer and Channeller who channels Ascended Masters, Light Beings, Galactic Masters, Extra Terrestrials and all major Star Races like the Hathors, the Arcturians and Sirians. Judy channels messages from these entities in what she calls the Language of Light-a strange language which is actually the coding sequence of Sound and Light transmitted through her voice, hands and eyes as the conduit.(www. judysatori.com)

The Energy transmissions penetrate the cellular template and are designed to prepare all for a spiritual, physical and consciousness upgrade, to begin to activate previously dormant human DNA potential. She was recently told by her Guides to spread her work in India .In the course of her travels in India she channeled live on Thursday before a 150 large audience at Dr Newton’s Life Research Academy/Association of Regression and Reincarnation Research in Hyderabad.

Every information that she spoke including the answers to questions she addressed was channelled.Some clairyvoyant people in the audience saw her with an expanded rainbow aura which extended beyond the height of the room.She was throughout surrounded by beautiful Light Beings-The Golden Tara..The Egyptian Goddess Isis and many others who were guiding the healing/activation and Q&A sessions.Through the Language of the Light she worked on the Root Chakra,the Third Eye,the Sushumna,the Heart,the Core Soul,the Outer Aura,DNA activation and Karma Cleansing.She channelled information on Twin Flames,Soul Mate Meetings,Ascension Symptoms, Extra terrestrials,Earth’s galactic history and predicted full governmental Disclosure and contact with Star Beings in the next 2-3 years.

As she answered my questions..I saw her aura perceptibly change to a shining golden..She told me that we are in deep transition time..I was intuitively sensing the energetic shift and changes that are and about to take place in our planet..Hence the tipping point..As Star Portals are opening up more and more energies are pouring into the earth..the earth has already shifted to the faster pulsating vibration of the 5th dimension..human beings are also being upgraded and lot of us have chosen to be the Ground Crew..to be conduits..holders..anchors and gateways for the new energies..Time has come for this to occur as part of the Divine plan for the Earth and the galaxy…She asked me whether I experienced anxiety or fear about my situation or it is something that I live with all the time..I told her I don’t care if I tip over..i live with it all the time..

She proceeded to tell me of my ancient lives in Atlantis..lives whose subconscious memories were playing in my current life and adding to the undercurrent I was experiencing..She confirmed a n intuition that that I already had about myself but on which I never really invested much thought...Atlantis is known to most as a possible lost continent, said to have vanished somewhere in the Atlantic Ocean more than 11000 years ago... It was first mentioned in a historical text by Plato as an ancient, now-submerged, highly spiritually and technologically evolved civilization which had ships and aircraft powered by a mysterious form of energy crystal..

Many believe that amongst the Atlanteans were magicians of sorts, psychics, scientists and people who could harness the immense healing power of mother earth‘s crystals..Atlantis was devastated by volcanic eruptions and tsunamis and in 4 days of cataclysm and trauma the once beautiful civilization disappeared under the sea.. Only, what happened within 4 days in Atlantis, is now spread out over years for Atlanteans who now walk the planet... While the collective memory is not detailing the time..time does not exist in our memory… but the feel and subconscious cellular memories of the events do..

My dreams over the last 2 years have been laced with these unbelievable imprints from this strange past..dreams which have at times driven me crazy..beautiful Crystal cities under the sea..exquisite Greece like buildings..sophisticated healing chambers with equipments which I have never heard of or seen..Monitors through which Ascended Masters direct the healings..Strange body wraps for quick healings.. Healing crystals..Teleportation chambers where I am taught to teleport..a reproductive technology of implantation ..I go through an implantation..and aircrafts..disc shaped ..flying saucers ..some of them shaped like huge birds..I see them swarm the skies..Sea creatures..and of course Water..Water in all its myriad forms...Tsunamis and complete destruction and submergence of land by water..

Atlantis represents the unfathomable energy that we have at our disposal within.. and with out..Do not be afraid of the power that is within you,..and the reflection of your capabilities that is outside of you...Destruction happens when we lose awareness - and awareness is engaged when embarking on the path of Love and Light..

Thank you Judy for the gentle reminder…♥

Love and lIght..
Tejaswini

When Soul Mates Cross..

When Soul Mates cross her..

She is becoming more and more clairsentient..she feels..she senses..She listens to that soft little inner voice..She is ready to defy logic and all that is of the left brain..Her dream downloads show her the way..

The universe sends her signs and symbols..she is receptive..
She is excited with synchronistic encounters..she knows they are back..O..how she wants to hug them..hold them.. and keep them close.. Her guides..her mates..her friends..her lovers..her teachers..She is dying to tell them..Hey look into my eyes..here we meet again..

But she has to be patient..she knows that there is a baggage..
The energies of the past..old fears…unresolved pains..incompletions...Betrayals..hurts..energetic blockages..social conditioning..She is dying for completion.. for wrapping up all that was left undone..

But she cannot hurry..there are lessons to be learnt..old patterns to be broken..She has to tread carefully..they may not be ready yet..the pattern must not repeat..She feels the pain..the heart hurts..the throat rebels..it can be excruciating at times..

But she is learning to accept, acknowledge and deal with her pain..She works energetically..She quietly channels all the love that flows in her heart..She prays for the highest good and healing of her soul mate connection..

Her pain does not shut her down..It keeps her soft and vulnerable..Yet she stands powerful in her pain..and deeply spiritual..This pain is what moves her to do her work in the world…She embraces her lessons..Sacredly and silently..
She is on her way..

Love and Light..
Tejaswini..

Shiva..The Aghori..

Shiva..The Aghori..

Shiva...Mahadev...Kaal Bhairav...Mahakaal...Mahamrityunjay...The Aghori..

Shiva..The Outlaw..The Baghi...The Rebel..The Ascetic Warrior ..The Fearless ..the Lord of Terror..

His matted hair, the Bhabhoot on the forehead, the Trishul and the Dumroo in his hands..the skull on his head..the Ganga in his hairdo..Snakes crawling over his arms and legs..His third eye blazing with wild fire..He dances the Cosmic Dance of Death and Destruction..He stirs cyclones and tsunamis..holocausts and thunderstorms..torrents and floods..the Galaxies throb and vibrate with His Rudra Taandav..

Annhiliation..Dissolution..Transformation and Recreation..Letting go of the old..Activating the new..Cutting off material attachments..Surrendering the Ahamkara..clearing space for the new..Rebirth..Renewal and Regeneration…

By meditating on Shiva one meditates on the rhythms of life.. Death to life..Life to death and beyond…

Today..
Inviting and Invoking the Energies of the Aghor Purusha..
Ghor means Darkness and Aghor is the absence of darkness..the Light..

Om Trayambakam Yajamahe,
Sugandhim Pushtivardhanam;
Urva Rukamiva Bandhanaan,
Mrityor Mokshiye Maamritat.
(Maha Mrityunjaya Mantra)

Om.. We worship the Three-eyed Lord who is fragrant and who nourishes and nurtures all beings...
As is the ripened cucumber freed from its bondage to the creeper..
May He liberate us from death for the sake of immortality…

Om Namah Shivay..
Tejaswini..

The Breath of Fire...Awakening the Sushumna..

The Flower of Life..It speaks..

It’s a huge book.. enormously thick..leather bound..looks very old..the typography is very small..its more than half open..the open page is fluttering…

Its my Book..the Book of my Life..my Soul Journey..the energetic imprint of everything that I have been..Am.. and will be..the Book of my Potentials and Possibilities..my Akashic Records.. Akasha means the basis and essence of all things. .The Source of everything that exists…a record of all events, actions, thoughts and feelings that have ever occurred within me or will ever occur…
As the open page flutters..images of the Flower of Life pop out of it..like bubbles the multiple images of this sacred geometric symbol float around the Book..

The Flower of Life..my unique energetic blueprint..the template of my creation..the key to my story..right to the original particle that I am..there is nothing that is not known within the Flower of Life..As I open my eyes..the knowledge arrives that the Flower of Life is also a portal..a stargate..a method.. a tool for interdimensional travel.. the hows and whys are not revealed.. nevertheless an important piece of knowledge which I could immediately link to a series of spontaneous Astral Projection experiences that I have had lately..

Two days later..The Flower of Life pops up again..this time as I sit in Kriya..the symbols are bubbling up inside my spine..so many of them..rising upwards..

Its time I sit up and take notice..Why am I being drawn to this sacred Mandala... How am I to decode and decipher the symbology of the ancient Yantra.. How am I supposed to activate and program this symbol.. 

I read and read..Channellings are a good source..A lot of fascinating information comes up. But finally I have to trust my own intuitive guidance..my Higher Self and my lucid dreams..Perhaps step inside the Mandala and see what understanding it has to offer at various levels.. 

The Flower of Life as seen in ancient artwork of Buddhist temples, Egyptian temples, and many other ancient temples including the Golden Temple is actually not a flat image of a flower, but a mathmetical formula showing a 3D structure of sacred geometry of 64 points that creates a black hole of unlimited clean energy.The Energy can be harnessed through technology or through a personal Merkaba of enlightenment through unconditionally loving beings such as believed by ancient cultures in Ascended masters.

A channelled source says that the Flower of Life is a vehicle that can aid mind, body and spirit to access and experience other planes of reality or potentials of life. Those who have activated and programmed their Flower of Life have stated that they have learned more about themselves, connected with their higher selves, and moved to new levels of awareness. It is a tool that helps humans reach their full potential.

When one learns about the Flower of Life, one not only intellectually understands the geometric fields, but will personally experience them and feel them tangibly around the body. These geometric energy fields around our bodies can be turned on in a particular way, which is also connected to our breath. But it is Divine or Unconditional Love that is the primary factor that allows the Flower of Life to become a living field of light. 

“It is no coincidence that the remembrance of the power of this symbol is being brought to the planet at this time. The information is vital to each and every one of you to understand. Its to be seen in your meditations and worked with in every which way your guidance allows. 

Before very long many of you are going to see an extension of the flower of life symbol, simply because your consciousness is expanding to receive that extension. Remember, that all symbology is holographic and that at this time you are not seeing the full holographic image of the flower of life and so as you are now experiencing the keys to your creation through the flower of life, you”ll begin to receive and understand the keys through the flower of life of your next dimensional existence.

I cannot state the importance of this symbol enough. The ancient ones upon your planet have known the secrets of this symbol and used it well. You are beginning to know the secrets once again. You are the flower of life--nothing more--nothing less.”-Channelled by Ashtar

Allow the power within the Flower of Life to awaken in you..
Sit comfortably, relax ..Look into the image of the Flower of Life..stare blankly as long as you can..do not focus on any one point inside the Flower..Look at is a whole...
The Flower of Life speaks..

Love and Light..
Tejaswini

Who am I..

December 13^th..2013..A cold winter night in North India..It is past midnight..Another of my lucid dreams is about to strike..a  hypnagogic state in which I often receive direct guidance from my subconscious.. The physical body gets paralyzed..the conscious mind goes  back stage..it  does come back on and off to ask questions..but is clearly on a back seat..My Higher Self takes over..The guidance flows through words..in symbols..telepathically..or in visions..sometimes it turns dreamlike..I surrender..I participate..I overflow with my own receptivity..and I remember..Its a  magical connection which I wait for every moment..

A voice rings in my ears..its a male voice..You are Vetravati..it whispers..Vetravati..what a strange word..Sanskrit..My conscious mind springs up…Never heard of it..Difficult to pronounce as well..The whisper becomes persuasive now..Your name is Vetravati..It proclaims in Hindi..Now the mind repeats the word Vetravati twice lest it forgets it..

Then a screen switches on in my third eye..and I see the anatomy of a human chest..first the outside then the frame shifts to the inside…from skin to muscles and then a passage inside..labrynthine it is..my head reels..the gate of the Sacred Heart..the door to the higher Consciousness..the frame shakes and the vision does not hold for long..

Then a beautiful music erupts in my ears..and  Sanskrit shlokas..in a female voice..they go on for sometime..they faintly resemble the rendition of Vishnu Sahasranaamam the 1000 names of Vishnu by M.S Subbhalaxmi to which I have been drawn of late..But the voice is gentler and the music ethereal..Not that I understand any of the shlokas..I am zapped..Its as if an internal radio has been switched on..its so loud and clear..It wakes me up..To a  pindrop silence..a Sacred Secret silence..of the winter night..the cold bites and I am forced to drift off to sleep..

Later I google Vetravati..information is popping up..

Vetra means rod/staff..Vetravati..a woman who hold the staff..a doorkeeper..

Vetravati..one of the 1000 names of Radha in Shri Radha Sahasranaamam

Vetravati..in Kalidasa’s Shakuntla is the principal female steward in King Dushyant’s court..

Vetravati..Vedic name of River Betwa, a tributary of theYamuna..mentioned in Mahabharata..

 So here  I am..Vetravati..the  Gatekeeper..the Doorkeeper..

Which gates do I hold open..

What am I letting in..

Which way do I show..

Which torch do I shine..

Which path do I light up..

Which energetic bridge do I provide..

What space do I hold..

What vibrational template I have to offer..

Which frequencies do I adjust..

Welcome to the  New Awareness..

Welcome to the Connectedness..

The Harmony of the Self to All That Is..

Welcome to the Portal of Love..Light and Multidimensionality..

The Gate is open..

Just step in..

 It is available to all who seek it at this time..

Come..Be a part of the Holy Shift..

Love and Light..

Tejaswini..

Amritam..Healing with Water..

New Year..New Self..

The last morning of 2013…The countdown begins of the last hours of a year that has been trying and challenging..I am awake.. still and silent in bed waiting for the day to dawn..Silently I connect to my Higher self..I call upon all those aspects..those fragments of myself..that seem to be lost somewhere..I command them..to return and reclaim..I wonder about my origins..my family..before I took this embodiment..my physical vehicle..and how strongly I desire to return to where I belong..

Strange energies are pressing on me..The other night a voice.. was trying to tell me who I really was..whispering strange names..Playing beautiful shlokas in my ears..Another time animals giving me strange messages..Not that I could really decipher everything..What was to happen now ??

Suddenly my body jerks..I realize it is stationary but something is getting pulled out of it sideways..I am being pulled out..laterally..and then..with a gentle swish..I am out..and I am journeying..Now I am sinking..slowly..down and down..I suddenly realize I am underwater..and I can feel the bubbles. the sinking is calm and peaceful..very relaxing..I must have covered some depths..when suddenly I feel as if my legs have been folded..and I am getting propelled upwards..

I shoot upwards like a torpedo and out of the water. And up I go like a rocket..once again I travel some distance and then I am made to float..face upwards..A beautiful night sky looks down upon me..millions of stars and celestial bodies..its exhilarating..and I move gently forwards..as I travel gently..I pass a portal in the sky..there is gate..its shaped like a Chakra..a wheel..I count the spokes..7 exactly..I want to enter..but its not for me..I am only to relax and admire the celestial beauties above me..And then when it is over..I find that I have descended..I am on the bank of a lake and from there I am back..to where I was..in my bed..Slightly light headed but delighted with my underwater and cosmic adventures.

I realize I am multidimensional..A dancing configuration of energy..
I exist simultaneously outside time and space..
I can exist without limitation..
I can expand my inner world to encompass the Universe and beyond..
I am a Creative being..A Master of my own energies..
I perform my own miracles every day...♥♥

Love and light..And a New beginning to all..
Tejaswini..

Soham..The Song of the Breath..

The Sacred Breath..The Breathwork Circle..

Which Wolf Wins ??

                             

My busy everyday work schedule..In the midst of all the storm I try to find my centre..I manage to shut myself up for an hour during lunch time for my Kriya practice.I guess I am lucky..My people don’t disturb me..They know what I am upto..so except for some occasional urgent outstation calls I am mostly able to sail through 

Yesterday.. I am about to wind up my Kriya..A beautiful white apparition..A dog..Was it a wolf ?..Not clear.. Friendly but vigilant ..Pure white..He simply walks in through a door of my inner vision..looks around..our eyes meet..he gazes for sometime., and then he is gone..Thought it wagged its tail as well..Loved him..Wish he could have stayed longer with me..

As I think about his white sublime presence now..I’m reminded of this beautiful Native American story..

“One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between 2 "wolves" inside us all.

One is Black.. Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego.

The other is White..Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion, and faith."

The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?"

The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

Makes me wonder..what am I feeding my Mind and Heart with ? Is it Black or is it White..But nothing is really that Black and White in life..Isn’t it ? 

Am I happy..joyful..peaceful..loving..generous all the time ? Not really..I have my fair hits of highs and lows every day..Sadness..anger..regret..negativity.. they keep creeping in and out..off and on..

The trick is in recognizing and accepting the Black Wolf when it comes..and letting it slowly pass by..finding out ways to let it go gently....welcoming the White Wolf..when it does surface and nurturing it through any means that we possibly can..Yoga..Meditation..Exercise..Hobbies..Friends..Pursuits..
Passions..anything that fills life with joy,peace,positivity and direction....

Being at Home wherever I am..Experiencing the inner joy deep within me...Going outside..Looking at the stars..the rocks..the trees..birds and flowers..spilling that inner joy into song & laughter ..even tears of gratitude..becoming more and more available to opportunities that are to celebrate in life..Dancing in the storm 

A little wisdom..A little foolishness..

Being..Allowing..Receiving..Celebrating..

Thank you White Wolf for the gentle reminder....

Love and Gratitude 

The Wisdom of Kali

As I meditate on my Mooladhara Chakra.. the Root Chakra..gently breathing into the base of my spine.. the vision of Kali’s face suddenly looms up..Red tongue..big eyes.. but it is Kali with a difference…no violence..no intoxication..no anger..the face is peaceful ..the eyes are serene..they look at me..they radiate compassion and peace.. the eyes of a mother..the Kundalini Mother..

My first vision of Kali..in her benign form..I wonder what she brings..What wisdom does she awaken..I ponder and I search..

“..In Tantra the goddess or female force Shakti is worshipped. Shakti is the power of the Kundalini energy dormant in the Muladhara chakra.

When Kundalini awakens, we start to experience all the many aspects of the goddess as we go through a spiritual rebirth. These aspects are represented by the ten mahavidyas (ten wisdom goddesses). As we experience each of the manifestations of the wisdom goddess, we receive the lessons associated with that goddess as we approach self-realisation. One of the aspects to be experienced is the goddess Kali.

Kali in Sanskrit means time. In time everything changes, grows and develops and goes beyond time itself. Time is a conscious energy and could be described as a womb giving it a female connotation. We look back in time and see how we have changed and how we have no control on the birth, decay and death cycle, and we look forward which is inevitable. Time is precious, yet we lose it and we become attached causing suffering and grasping…Kali teaches us to give up our attachment and help us develop mastery over time.

Time is both creation and destruction. In order to create, we must destroy in order to make space for the new, which means we must first let go of the old, releasing our attachment to material nature and go beyond earthly bondage. In order to be delivered beyond our suffering we must relinquish ego and surrender it to Kali.

                                      

 Kali is the goddess of destruction and she destroys everything in her path except Shiva himself. Through our own life force (life force being prana, prana is delivered throughout the body in the blood) we experience time, and Kali is also represented as Prana, the divine mother of our life who gives us the vital energy and power for our bodily system. As such, Kali is associated with blood and is often depicted drinking the blood of all beings representing life digesting and renewing itself. Time is responsible for our death and decay, and that which has no real substance, meaning that Kali is also death in that she is the doorway to the eternal.

By meditating on Kali, you are meditating on the rhythms of life; death to life, life to death and beyond. Worries, anxieties, separateness and attachments will die daily if you meditate on Kali.
Kali also relates to the air element, Vayu as she is mobile, subtle and transformative. She is the lightening that transforms quickly, unpredictably and radically. Her perception of truth is like lightening, dissolving illusion. In our body, air exists as prana hence her pranic association..."

Love and Light..

The Rebirthing..

                                                           
14th August..another of my lucid dreams..

I am about to birth..Its the grand finale…of some kind of a waiting period..Something spectacular is about to be born !!!

There are two persons with me..Should be doctors but they don’t look like doctors exactly  They seem to be on top of the world..They look at each other..Its coming !!! Something that they have been waiting for..Then they leave to fetch something..

I am a mixture of awe,excitement and nervousness..
What is coming ??? I am perplexed myself..But otherwise I look quite all right..

And then people start streaming in..one or two I recognize but most of them are strangers..They look happy..perhaps surprised as well..they come to see me..The news is spreading and they keep coming..its like my entire soul family is descending !! I hug one or two of them..I say sorry to one of them..perhaps for something from the past..

And the moment draws near..and so does the awe and emotion..

At that point I am awake..Wondering what was I giving birth to..What creative processes of Emergence had I tapped into..

A New aspect of myself??
Intelligence or creativity I didn't realize I could summon up??
Fruition of a project or idea??
Manifestation of an opportunity??
Letting go of the past ??
A New beginning or experience ??
Clearing and Completing ??
Transforming and Transmuting ??

Whatever it was.. ..I know NOW is the time..The fruit is ripe..It is simply the right time ..I know I need to relax right where I am..and allow all of it to happen..in my work..in my relationships..in everyday life experiences..I must remain connected to my inner inspiration and creativity.. my truth..my emotions and my intuitive wisdom..happy..whole and complete..and allow all of it to simply flow through me..

Allowing..simply allowing..and remembering all the while that..

ALL IS WELL..ALL IS WELL..ALL IS WELL..:) :)

Love and Light :)

The Eye of God watches..

As I continue my inner work with my Throat Chakra..my dreams become more and more lucid..as I drift off to sleep meditating on my throat..the Vishuddhi chakra.. my dreams become my guides..the bridge between the physical and the astral..the conscious and the superconscious..The Vishuddhi Chakra is the seat of the astral body..in dream states the astral body leaves the physical body from the Vishuddhi..

A few days back..my dream showed me the most beautiful stellar sight that I could ever imagine..The night sky..A most beautiful blob of blue surrounded by a ring of white and orange..In the centre of the blue is a white sparkling star..And it pulsates and radiates streaks of the most wonderful energies in all directions..It looks like a huge eye..very very spectacular..mind blowing..

The image then recedes and it is replaced by a huge blue celestial body.. It is glowing with a shade of Sapphire Blue and this color was all around it like a blazing aura..Our very own Gaia..in her most resplendent glory..Somewhere behind the huge ball of Earth I can still see the Eye receding..They juxtaposition for a few moments and then it is the Earth all over..I can see the continents..India comes into my vision quickly..Covered with a haze..clouds perhaps..the continents roll by and then the seas..my vision takes me under the depths of the Antarctic Ocean..underwater vision..I am stunned at the magnificence of it all..Gaia’s abundance..her glory..and the unity..the oneness of it all.. 

                                                   

Later I search on the net..and discover that the Eye which I saw is Hubble’s view of the Helix Nebula..I had never heard of it earlier.. Wikipedia describes the Helix Nebula "as a large planetary nebula located in the constellation Aquarius. This nebula is one of the closest to the Earth of all the bright planetary nebulae. The estimated distance is about 700 light-years. The Helix has often been referred to as the "Eye of God" since about 2003."

One channelled message says about the the Eye.. "Enjoy this cosmic representation of the Omnipresent being who many call God. But notice that the eye watches you with kindness, warmth and love, not with coldness, cruelty or judgement. Fear not the scrutiny of God, but rejoice in the perpetual presence!"

Another source says “The outer orange ring of the Eye represents the energy of the astral world. The large blue center represents the causal world, also known as Christ Consciousness, or Kutastha Chaitanya (the Sanskrit word kutastha means “that which remains unchanged”; chaitanya means “consciousness.”) The white star represents the Infinite Cosmic God Consciousnes . The goal of meditation is to enter the white star and commune in bliss with the Infinite.."

Well..Helix Nebula is the remnant of a supernova that exploded aeons ago..This star exploded in a self-less act of love so that, from it, more stars and planets and life could form...The fact we can see this from Earth means that some atoms from the explosion are probably in every single one of us… We are sentient star dust…

And Mother Earth.. I wasn't sure if this is what she looks like right now, or if it was being shown to me as what is coming, but I am very grateful I was shown at all -SO BEAUTIFUL!!! This may have been given to me since I've been thinking so much about the Universe,our sun, the big Galactic sun,,Ascension,and most of all the Aquarian Golden age of Gaia..

And the most magnificent blues..Colour of the Throat Chakra as well..Blue is the energy of pacification, self protection, tenderness, and of loyalty.. It represents contentment and reunion with the Earth..Blue is healing..cooling, calming..it takes away pain..for me it has..and has also reinforced my spirit to expand myself to connect to my life purpose.

Love Light and Gratitude 

The Truth of the Vayuputra...

For the past few days I have been intuitively guided to work on my throat chakra..the Vishuddhi..Chanting..Kundalini Yoga Kriyas..Reiki..Meditation..Integrating all  

The Throat is the seat of one's personal Truth..inner will.. expression..this is where the process of manifestation begins..this is where all seed of inspiration exists..

As my inner work continues..to my utter surprise I find myself connecting to the energies of Hanuman..our mythical Superman.. the perfect man.. the gnana guna sagara ..the Vayuputra..our very own flying man (va+nara)…
                                           

I am not exactly a devotee and his appearance surprises me..Last time when he appeared he came flying..golden..from the sun..wielding his Gada and a Parashu..he approached..he greeted..booming in Sanskrit..Prana Pratishtha is what he talks about..this third eye experience left me absolutely awestruck..

This time as I meditate on my throat.. he is blue..the colour of my throat chakra..a blue face appearing amidst white clouds and a calm blue sky...My dreams turning more lucid then ever before..the Vishuddhi further takes me on to the realm of the mysterious and miraculous..a lady in my dreams is encouraging me to sing..I try to shirk..but she is encouraging..she tells me she has something perfect for me..and there it now plays in the background..the Hanuman Chalisa..Jai Kapis Tihu Lok Ujagar..I hear it clearly..Overwhelming..

I look into the symbolism of Hanuman..he stands for pure devotion, complete surrender and absence of ego or the lower self. He represents the lower or animal (neanderthal) nature in man, which when refined and transformed assumes miraculous powers and performs stupendous feats like Hanuman helping the lower self (Sita) and the Soul (Rama) to come together and become united and allows a firm foundation for the kingdom of God (Ramarajya) to become established in the body...
                             

Hanuman is thus symbolically the mind principle ever absorbed in the contemplation of God and totally surrendered to Him...

As "Hanuman", he is the one without any doubt (anuman) as to the existence of Rama (God). As Anjaniputra, he is the one who comes accidentally into this world, but by his efforts ascends to the greater heights of spiritual evolution...

As Vayuputra he is the breath body in us and can help the lower self (Sita) that is lost to ignorance to reunite with its true companion, the inner soul (Rama). As Veeranjaneya, he is the source of courage and confidence for many a timid heart.As Bajarangbali, he is strong in both devotion and physical strength…

And In the meantime I receive a gift of a cute little Hanuman idol from my sister..Wondering why of all deities she chose Hanuman for me