Who am I..

December 13^th..2013..A cold winter night in North India..It is past midnight..Another of my lucid dreams is about to strike..a  hypnagogic state in which I often receive direct guidance from my subconscious.. The physical body gets paralyzed..the conscious mind goes  back stage..it  does come back on and off to ask questions..but is clearly on a back seat..My Higher Self takes over..The guidance flows through words..in symbols..telepathically..or in visions..sometimes it turns dreamlike..I surrender..I participate..I overflow with my own receptivity..and I remember..Its a  magical connection which I wait for every moment..

A voice rings in my ears..its a male voice..You are Vetravati..it whispers..Vetravati..what a strange word..Sanskrit..My conscious mind springs up…Never heard of it..Difficult to pronounce as well..The whisper becomes persuasive now..Your name is Vetravati..It proclaims in Hindi..Now the mind repeats the word Vetravati twice lest it forgets it..

Then a screen switches on in my third eye..and I see the anatomy of a human chest..first the outside then the frame shifts to the inside…from skin to muscles and then a passage inside..labrynthine it is..my head reels..the gate of the Sacred Heart..the door to the higher Consciousness..the frame shakes and the vision does not hold for long..

Then a beautiful music erupts in my ears..and  Sanskrit shlokas..in a female voice..they go on for sometime..they faintly resemble the rendition of Vishnu Sahasranaamam the 1000 names of Vishnu by M.S Subbhalaxmi to which I have been drawn of late..But the voice is gentler and the music ethereal..Not that I understand any of the shlokas..I am zapped..Its as if an internal radio has been switched on..its so loud and clear..It wakes me up..To a  pindrop silence..a Sacred Secret silence..of the winter night..the cold bites and I am forced to drift off to sleep..

Later I google Vetravati..information is popping up..

Vetra means rod/staff..Vetravati..a woman who hold the staff..a doorkeeper..

Vetravati..one of the 1000 names of Radha in Shri Radha Sahasranaamam

Vetravati..in Kalidasa’s Shakuntla is the principal female steward in King Dushyant’s court..

Vetravati..Vedic name of River Betwa, a tributary of theYamuna..mentioned in Mahabharata..

 So here  I am..Vetravati..the  Gatekeeper..the Doorkeeper..

Which gates do I hold open..

What am I letting in..

Which way do I show..

Which torch do I shine..

Which path do I light up..

Which energetic bridge do I provide..

What space do I hold..

What vibrational template I have to offer..

Which frequencies do I adjust..

Welcome to the  New Awareness..

Welcome to the Connectedness..

The Harmony of the Self to All That Is..

Welcome to the Portal of Love..Light and Multidimensionality..

The Gate is open..

Just step in..

 It is available to all who seek it at this time..

Come..Be a part of the Holy Shift..

Love and Light..

Tejaswini..