July..as it continues..so does the chaos..its like being in the birth canal..being squeezed..compressed..propelled..the contractions build up..dramatic changes in the body and the mind..being spiralled forward..the birth trauma continues..the energies prepare..for the Emergence..and the greater wholeness..that is yet to come...
The vibrations continue to rise..the higher frequencies actively searching..unearthing..regrounding.. creating deep shifts in my energy field...accessing the higher dimension frequency reality..becoming easier then ever before..
Inner visions of seas..skies..expanses of water..sometimes calm..sometimes swelling.. lights..colours..fumes..energy matrices..circles..zigzags..cobwebs..knots..spirals..arrows..geometrical shapes..the tubes of the Nadis..wheels of the Chakras..snakes popping in and out of the third eye..animals..unknown faces..and lots and lots of white light..
14th July..The Kriya Yoga routine..Yoni mudra..attention on the Kuthashta..an inner blankness descends..suddenly..the astral body gracefully swoops.. into a backward arch..an urdhva-dhanurasana..a feat simply impossible with the physical body..there is no connect with the physical..the physical and astral seem to have merged..or separated...the astral body convulses with a strange orgasm..energy waves sweeping the entire body into strong tremors and shakes..
The third eye opens..its as if the forehead has collapsed inward into a cavern of light..and then the flame appears..a huge candle flame..the Sacred Flame..the Pearl of Wisdom..it shimmers brightly and steadily..there is no sense of time...after an undefined period..the tremors stop..the astral body collapses back into the physical..flooding my whole energy field with a brilliant white light..I open my eyes..My body is warm..very warm..I search for signs..for all that has happened..but there are none..But an inexplicable peace descends on me..love..joy..bliss..Ananda..
The joy and bliss..Shortlived..The energies forever cleansing..clarifying..releasing..transforming..healing..as they scour and unearth..they disorient..they release or integrate aspects of the soul which may be be painful and very traumatic..
20th July..The Swadhisthana Chakra is on fire..Strange pain in the abdomen..Channelling Reiki to the Chakra..The Universal Compassionate Life Force Energy..Sending love and light to old wounds..subconscious issues..praying for them to surface and be released..And there is a flash in the third eye..
Africa..an old woman..bedridden..she cannot move..writhing in pain..tears are falling..poverty..misery..helplessness..her dying moments..she tries to reach out to her daughters..three of them...a picture of sorrow..penury..disgrace..debasement..degradation..her outstretched hand fails to touch her daughter..they sleep..and she falls..
21st July..I continue the healing process..I sense that more is to come..And there it was..America..A young girl with blue eyes..Thy shine like embers..They emit light..Her eyes beam out light to me..Like lasers..There is a school performance..Curtains going up and down..The show is on..Suddenly there is a shootout..a heavy one..they fall one after the other..its a massacre..macabre and deadly..death and trauma..yet..I know..I have integrated this lost aspect of my-self..reabsorbed her beautiful light into my being..the lights have merged..we are one..There is a Memorial Park out there now..Green..undulating..Maybe one day I will know who she was..
Processing these deep shifts in my energy field..I know that more is yet to come..I am ascending..Humanity is ascending..Mother Gaia is ascending..The Great Central Sun is calling..Love..light and Peace is descending..We are on our way..
Love and light...
